Poems 2019-03-01T18:33:01+00:00

Poems and Thoughts

Next to blogging and personal transformation one of my big passions is writing poems and giving my thoughts a nice and accessible form. Between 2000 and 2008 I wrote over 120 poems to process my traumas and heal my childhood wounds. It was a big part of my healing and to conclude this process I burned them all in 2014.

Here I share with you some of my newer poems from 2012 onwards. They are still helping me to process stuff but they are a lot more optimistic and with a brighter outlook to the future. I am sharing with you deep insights, hopes, longings and over and over again: Love – the North Star and the guiding principle of all my actions!

May one or the other find themselves in my words and receive hope, love, positivity and inspiration from it.

Who is I?

You ask me who I am
my friend
I am the nothing
in the everything
I am divine, infinite light
wrapped in flesh and skin

You like me
or you like me not
but please don´t take this error
all of what you see is you
I am just your mirror

Do you really think that I
exist outside of you?
I have to say: that´s wrong, my friend
Here´s the amazing truth:

Like cells are in a body
and ants are in their hill
bound are we so we be whole
and follow a higher will

May I be heart and you be brain cell
and others be the hand…
We need every one of us
to make the suffering end…

Realizations of a starlit night

Slow down –
do it “right” –
be impeccable –
love –
everything –

Trust the process of divine unfolding in divine timing –
prioritize –
follow your heart –
every step of the way –
love some more –
especially that what is the hardest to love –

When you fall out of love do something to shift back in –
only you know what this is –
breath –
step out of your own way –
breath some more –

Meditate on spaciousness –
enjoy to go wild

be NowHere –
love some more –
especially yourself –

Have patience –
don´t give a FUCK what other people think –
let them have their process –
love some more –

Realize that everyone is greater than you think –
go to glow –
overflow –
realize that everything is in perfect divine order –
nothing needs to be fixed –
not even you…

Follow your joy –
know your reason –
detox from social media –
! –
smoke a joint –
or have a glass of wine –
or both –
enjoy the tension –
embrace growth opportunities –

Drink more cacao –
the real one –
meet your own needs –
you are worthy –
! –

Have gratefulness as your mantra –
love the questions –
enjoy the ride –
welcome every challenge as chance –
trust –
trust some more

Find the formless ground within –

this is what you are…

Nomad again

Being nomad again
Nomad, my friend
Having no home
No possession
No roots

Just wings
and good intentions

Just a dream
that to become reality
is unclear
and at the same time
the most certain thing of all

Just directions
and no map at hand
because the way I go
is unexplored
until I make it known

Just companions
and no one bound to my side
because one never knows
where the wind will carry us

You may think I am crazy
– just a crazy freak…

But didn´t I tell you, my friend?
I am finally no mad again?

This is me

Career-obsessed and scandalous
delightful and miraculous
Generally wonder-full
sorry – not refundable

My loving heart
is wide wide open
No wonder
it was often broken

The flow of life carries me steady
always always towards light
Word and deed is in alignment
when fireworks exploding bright

Infinite energy
butterfly beautifully
Dances in the sparkle rain
with a bottle of champagne

Brave, so brave she goes ahead
Comfort zone stretching
All layers are shed

She´s not obeying to your rules
she´s making up her unique ones
May it be rhyme schemes, life or love
Main thing is she´s having fun!

Take me or leave me
but make up your mind
And if you don´t want me
go out of my sight!

Let me be a riddle to you
A riddle with no wrong or right

When the day embraces night

Clear Vision
Strong light
Great Powers

Joy and Pain
Almost the same
Both can make you cry

Find your way
Never stay
When the day
Embraces night

Let it lay
Your head to rest
On warm and cosy hay

Feel the heat
Feel the beat
Be concrete
And still like water

All the way
Always stay
When the day
Embraces night

And soon again
We´ll see another
Of sunny light