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*** Poem: Intimacy ***

*** Intimacy ***

I wanna be able
to share songs
sad songs
that sing of longing and grief
and cry for the pain of the earth
without being seen as weak
or you feeling the need
to make me feel better

I am not feeling bad…

just be present

I wanna be able
to burst into laughter
the next second
for no obvious reason
just because
the beauty of this world
is so overwhelming

I am not crazy…

just be present

I wanna be able
to just scream
from the top of my lungs
because this release
is what my soul just needed

I am not mad at you…

just be present

I want to be able
to not censor myself
when you are around
and to wear my heart on my tongue
and my sleeve

I am not dead…

just be present

you don´t need to understand
the motions and waves
of Shakti´s dance within me

I am life

just be present

with loving kindness

not detached
and not involved either
like a father witnesses his child
like god witnesses his creation

my process is my process
my process is my progress
my process is my growth

I wanna be as intimate
and as open
when you are around
as I normally only can be
when I am alone with myself
solely witnessed by great spirit

I am me…

just be present

as I am present

with your rage
your anger
your frustration
your sadness
your joy
your bliss
your fear
your beast

with loving kindness

not detached
and not involved either

I am not available for less any longer…

2019-06-21T23:00:06+00:00

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