*** My breakthrough ceremony into my next level awakening ***
The best feeling on earth is definitely the feeling that dedicated inner work is paying off. Yesterday was such a day and I am dying to share it with you!
I got a HUGE STEP closer to my true essence and the magical wizard of light who I truly am. Some of you know that I sit in ceremony twice a week with the cacao shaman I got my ceremonial cacao from for my ceremonies in Germany.
It is a great blessing to attend his school of witchcraft and wizardry and its a hell of a washing machine and inner processing of core wounds…
In yesterdays ceremony he worked with a girl on the blocks of her creativity center (2nd Chakra) and while they were working I started crying heavily.
Each and every word he spoke to her he spoke as well to my soul!
He spoke of the suppression of my creativity because what I was painting when I was around 4 to 5 years old was not figurative.
Not houses or horses or people or clouds – but higher dimensional, abstract mandalas and spirals that held 5th dimensional energies and that were disregarded by my caretakers as “scribbles” “doodles” and nonsense.
Not worth of any positive acknowledgement…
Of course I had no idea what I was drawing there and so I could not explain to my parents why I was so proud of my scribbles…
One occasion came to my mind especially.
I was 5 years old and showed my art to a friend of my parents.
He laughed at me and asked what this should be. He told me its nothing and just stupid scribble.
That was the day when I shut down my creativity in form of colors and paintings.
It was incredibly painful having this memory coming back so strongly and I cried and cried and cried while they were working with each other.
I felt so lost in my pain and my tears. So lost like I felt at that time.
A few minutes later he placed that girl right in front of me and touched my leg gently.
He said that he knows that he was speaking to me as well when he spoke to her and that he knows that in my energy healing these “scribbles” come through.
He is right.
A few years ago my hands started to make signs that held tremendous amounts of higher dimensional energies that I and my clients can feel but not see.
And it is true that when it started it reminded me of my early paintings…
In this moment I saw the link between my early scribbles and my energy healing abilities so clearly – and something inside of me started healing.
Some cracks inside my soul and my heart started to transform back into wholeness.
So the other girl and I started to perform our unique but similar healing arts on each other.
Everything around me vanished.
There was only her and me and our art that was so so much more than we ever knew.
We looked each other in the eye and shared the joy and the pain and the relief of finally being acknowledged for our magic that started to show already from a very early age on.
Everything started to make sense on a whole new level!
It was like an initiation into our next level awakening.
Into realizing how powerful we are and always were!
We both painted fifth dimensional energy pictures with the age of 4 – invisible to the third dimensional eye so no one understood!
A huge blockage was lifted off my power center and my creativity was allowed to flow back into my life.
I got my art back after 25 years of being convinced I am just not an artist.
While I am writing all this the wind picks up almost storm like – as if he wants to underline the higher truth of this revelation.
Since I sit in ceremony I pay more attention to these synchronistic confirmations of truth and higher wisdom.
Before it only was with numbers like 11:11 or 22:22 – now there are so much more confirmations through the elements and the birds in the sky.
I am immensely grateful for my soul being shook into this next level awakening like the wind shakes the trees.
Thank you – thank you – thank you
Thank you chocolate spirit, higher self, divine timing and supreme being for working together in my favor!
I love you and I stand even stronger in my power as I did the day before – and I will stand even stronger day by day as I grow back into my original essence.
This is available for ALL OF US at this special time in space. I hope you all make us of it.
I am no more and no less than you and you are no less and no more than me.
We are all reflections of the one supreme being that craves to experience itself through our unique expression!