My path from broken to blissful and beyond
Who am I and if so, how many?
Professionally I am: a Spirit Sex Rebel, a Source of Inspiration, a Tantric Life-, Sex- and Relationship Coach as well as a Tantra and Embodiment Teacher.
Personally I am: part-time hippie, part-time hedonist, an open-minded and unconventional visionary, a change maker, in love with the transformational power of visionary plant medicines and psychedelics, a soap bubble and cat lover.
Generally I am: consciousness experiencing itself in a human form, quite hard to put into simple words and very thrilled to be part of this amazing transition of human history into a new paradigm of freedom, love and ecstasy.
How I became what I am now
Like most of the amazing self-realized souls out there my path took me to the brink of human abyss and beyond in my earliest childhood.
I had to go through all kinds of emotional, physical and sexual abuse. Through this traumatization I spent my childhood and adolescence in a state of inner division and mistrust and I struggled a lot with myself and the world in general.
Understanding why people harm themselves and each other so much was my motivation for my first study in psychology and sociology.
When I found no answers there and realized that the answers to these questions were not important, but that it was about helping people (and myself) to stop it and heal from their traumas, I studied social work and began my education as a non-medical practitioner for psychotherapy.
During this time, I went to search for the answers to the really important questions of life and by doing so I kinda “accidentally” stumbled over my own soul.
Since then I stopped believing in things happening accidentally… And I realized who and what I truly am.
My healing journey
This “stumbling over my own soul” in August 2012 was the turning point in my life, ringing in a healing journey I never thought possible.
I understood that I am NOT this body to which so much suffering and pain was done.
I realized that what I REALLY AM is eternal, joyful and indestructible.
A part of me was and is eternally whole, untouched, innocent and free – always!
This realization hit me completely unexpectedly and with such full force that I dropped my studies, quit my two jobs and my apartment, left my relationship and my hometown and went on my first longer travel to search for my true self.
Tantra and healing work – my vocation
On this travel, I met my first teacher, who correctly assessed my abilities and talents and gave me my first ordinations into Tantra and Tantric Massage Therapy.
For over two and a half years, I worked in a shared practice for Tantric Massage Therapy in Hamburg and constantly expanded my knowledge and skills.
I took many many courses to further my education in the areas of Tantra, Tantric bodywork, Energy Work, Coaching, Meditation, inner Processing, Transformational Work and Trauma Healing.
Because of homesickness I went back to my hometown Cologne in 2015 and founded a spiritual center in my living room.
Together with a growing group of people I organized meetings for meditation, women, spiritual exchange, cuddling, Tantra and the general celebration of life.
The next step
When I met my sweetheart in 2016, I started a second, longer self-discovery journey through Southern Europe. On this journey, my next professional step, focused on teaching, coaching and inspiring, was revealed to me.
Since then I am creating my way of taking action in service of the big transformation of mankind.
This creation concluded in a year long holistic and integrated love, sex and relationship coaching certification with the wonderful Layla Martin and an amazing group of 250 women from all over the world throughout 2018.
Right now I am in Guatemala and joined forces with other remarkable individuals to build the “School for Human Potential”.
A campus for New Paradigm Education around everything that is relevant for the next evolutionary step of humanity.
My Invitation to you
I wholeheartedly invite you to have a look at and be inspired by my work, my poems and my blog – to dive deeper into the subjects of Tantra, Conscious/Sacred Sexuality, Polyamory and Modern Spirituality.
I invite you to find your motivation to heal your inner child, resolve deep-seated blockages that keep you from being personally and sexually empowered and to embody your true, authentic self – every day, more and more.
Its my pleasure and my highest excitement to inspire and work with people like you – because I know that you wanna make a difference on this planet, just like I do.
How I know that? You simply wouldn´t be here – you would not resonate with me.
For really making a difference on this planet we need to un-cover our true essence.
And I don´t know any better way than unleashing your ecstatic potential to reconnect to your true essence!
The techniques and tools I am working with are designed to help you do that on all levels.
Living a conscious, Tantric life is about so much more than „just sex“ – but sex and accessing sexual energy is an important part of life that most therapists, trainers and coaches exclude from their work.
Mostly because they themselves have not been wrestling with their inner demons in that area and therefor feel uncomfortable speaking about it.
That´s why I am so glad to see some major shifts happening in this area as well and I love to be part of this „Sexual Revolution 2.0“!
You can find out more about how I work on my Coaching page